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“♥My Happiness Memories♥”
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Sunday, May 15, 2011 || 11:45 PM

Last night we had chatting on bed till in midnight...don't know why when i heard darl said his ex-loved girl..make me feel so unhappy and jealously...
i know should feel unhappy and getting strange the people is him actually, because of my passed i admit i'm not a prefect girl is most seriously that..although he had straightly said feel so strange because my past..when he say that make me more unhappy and not dare to talk many again..
so that i choose speechless at that time..just keep smile in his front...
before that he loved all the girl was a nicely girl..
i cant compare with his ex-loved girl...i'm not the right one compare with them..cause they're the nice girl..i agree too..
he tell me,
he separated with his ex isn't their fault..is darl problem..cause he getting cant afford the hight hope, scare their family reject him..disliked him..that's why he rather choose separated with them..so they're the right...
now my problem is my passed....my passed make me getting suffer day by day..
not to mention is alright, if mention getting on the sad
...before haven't be back normal i keep thinking it,asked myself if i have one day i be normal back my boy will accept my passed or not?bla..bla..bla..
ok la...now i  normal la..after i became normal still keep thinking it..so that when dar talk about this make me mention it again..huh........!!!!!
help me~!!my passed became more serious and so stress now...

i think just only me had lots of problem in my bad life..he can choose other girl is good than me actually..i seem like really really not the right one...sad...
but i really love him....
~T^T~
why i can thinking like this??i think perhaps he was a good boy and me was a bad girl...so that he should love the character must a gentle, mature, honest, pretty and serious girl..
not like me...just only know ''gao gao sha sha''..not mature and was a rude girl style..
hmm~that i was getting a bit inferior actually...how to said that..erm..to be honest that seem like i don't match with him..
not the right relationship with him..so inferior..
~T^T~
..since we became lover i don't have any confidence for myself...the problem isn't about him..is me..
shameful...
my problem have  far from ideal...
i scare i cant become his perfect girl..because he loved all the girl is good attitude..and i was many bad passed...although he don't care it..asked me wont think it anymore..but i cant...He was my true love i even more to mind it more than him...
added he asked me tell him about me with T and W the passed story so i just listen to him and tell him..i know he'll getting uncomfortable and unhappy about my passed..
i did get he was felt unhappy..if not why he will take a smoke..
so that i cant sleep in whole night...just keep thinking it till i cried in whole night..=.='huhurrr...but he don't know...after this i'll ok soon geh...


(what i typed at here just only talk my feeling only..he have no any complaining my problem actually..haha..)

For My Beloved DARL~~~
Friday, May 13, 2011 || 10:06 PM

Darl...i know you feel i not enough secure to give you...although your mouth keep said nothing..nothing...
but i feel at there more or less the point care is of her..
Darl..i swear..i really disliked her already...she's not my the one..you're..you're the one..
that i start relationship with you the first day i did forget her and no more thinking of her..make me feel scary more than care of her actually...and the all of picture i did deleted it..no more in my laptop and memory card...the bad is i left that 2 folder..i'm not deliberately not delete it..just i don't think that 2 folder still in my folder..hm..i know your mouth keep said i don't mind of this but i should be do like this..you was my beloved one so that i respect you..and i was your girlfriend , i understand the uncomfortable feeling of this kind...so 'IF' i how not willing delete it also should to delete it...(i means "IF'')..you're the one in my new life...
i know i'm not a prefect bii...but i will do all my best to let you get feel secure and happy..
not let you feel worried, unhappy, or betray you..
even you did dreamed i betray you..
haha..funny..
serious...
i promised you..please give me more the confident to trust me be a prefect ah bii in your heart...

My Naughty Darl
|| 9:06 PM

i hate my darl at last night...he did put me and x the kissing picture make laptop wallpaper..
argh~~!!
said what just kidding with me only..don't think i was so angry of this kind,right~!
nahhh!!!!...now you get it la..XD
seii meii...




Wednesday, May 11, 2011 || 5:06 AM

Beast...Uneducated...Abnormal...Curse...Animal...Pig&Dog???such those word suit of someone or us?? i really admire don't think she dare to said that...i think she have forget have bb in her stomach...she not scare have 1 day will occurred in their own??..maybe occurred at her bb leh? if me...i not dare do that...what the fucking hard to be a good person and hard to be a bad person also...you're not the right to say that..u suit be a bad person~i think..i never seen such as people like you...you scolding uneducated this word before please thinking your the big problem first...did you're someone else's wife already..still keep such childish character..i think their educate good than you la..at least not like you that sucker character..so that you no need say what teach them your educate of you..your educate bad most than anyone...hahah..you're kinda funny..someone else have marry out or not you also want to care?at least they not like you so hopeful get marriage...she the first keep till right now that's means she's so protect herself not like you what type of boy u also like...such as sucker BICTH...

Tuesday, May 10, 2011 || 9:30 PM

Finally my darl have manage came back to sandakan..but he was felt tiredly cause he non stop driving in whole day..cham lo~he coming back at 8pm something and that time i just reached house actually..after he finish prepare just came to find me out yum cha...hmm...we went to jesselton cafe yum cha and chatting at there..chat  my unhappy feel..herrr!!when we in way to home that time i say sorry with him cause last noon i not directly tell him i dying hair..make he angry of me..he said have angry me that time actually..why lie he said i  be on duty not directly tell him i dying hair..not said the truth...he not horrible so..yeah~~he said he not horrible but i scare he mind i dying my hair mah...aikz~~and that i talkative said luckily i just lie u dying hair if i go betrayal more seriously lo..?huh...start at that time he added more serious say..hai ah..if you have other boy don't let he know..want betrayal go far away betray don't let he and his friend saw us..if not he was getting ''mou min''...want betray do that cleanly don't let anybody catch us do that..he said that make me feel so uncomfortable..i have been forbearance till reached my house outside..but i cant...finally i did cried because he said that...hmmm...so bad o him...go in my room i straight to open my facebook we chat again at there...that he know was his fault make me cried so he would coax me back at our chat box there...in there he said that make me feel touching till cried again...really so sweet...







My Touching Commitment

|| 11:13 AM

Today was my unhappy day...How to say leh~hmm~actually about a friend...friend again??Why always getting unhappy because of friend?? Till can make me losing temper that level,my god!~~ i unbelievable that i can till that level...did she know what she talking about today?did she know is her fault actually?said what is your right to choose is you want actually?did she know when she said that is hurting people actually? relationship with friend isn't use by this attitude...If that people Attitude is nice isn't shortage of friend...but i think she is...that's why she have no lots of best friend in her days of life..i say that correct,right?she said that just make people thinking she're "opinionated idiot"...just only that her fucking short message make me hate her till i hit the glasses table..i so wonder that she know has been offended me..huh??she warning me???that's was so funny..don't telling me she said that was a mature women one? i think maybe this called 'childish' women..if that people is mature..he/she isn't choose wrong "something"..just only brainless will choose wrong..this period i thought she did change mature and be a good girl..unluckily she not..pity girl..opzzz..!nope..is brainless women suit for her...Now i just know stranger friend more important than true friend..isn't it?hooo....if whole of world people character is same like you,i rather die...now till this situation should i attend "Fucking Party" or not?i not so willing want attend such rubbish party...seem like waste my time only...if i not give her 'somebody' faces i really not attend that fucking party..even i'm not a prefect girl but i know how to respect of people..just only brainless fucking women don't know what the meaning of  'respect' this word...

Monday, May 9, 2011 || 7:35 PM

These few fays i have slept in my darl house..hm..can said almost all for a week lorr..after finish worked direct back home or some time meet at ss2 then back take a bath then go his house..that i habit dependence he at beside me so today he need outstation at lahad datu have getting felt a little bit bored and unhappy..i happy most when he was beside me in everyday... he said if today can done his job at there will coming at the same day..but now i started missing him lurrr...>.<hope he'll done his job..then i can see him again..keke..last night we chatting till in midnight..hahah..now i getting sleepy lurr...huhuh...

Sunday, May 8, 2011 || 1:34 AM

Happy Mother's Day
tonight we both family had dinner for celebrated mother's day with my mami and my sibling and his family together..
hahaha...this night i was getting nervous a bit...don't know how to introduce each other family members..cause darl turn back to house fetch his bro and sis..i really afraid they not chatting together..but finally,i still can complete my 'job'..keke..XD
after dinner we darl did bought other birthday cake of this night..actually darl did bought 1/2 kilo birthday cake but they thought not so enough just bought other bigger one..
finally also cant finish it.
haha..but mami take it back already..
after dinner we back home take bath and out again...cause darl classmate dater he go out have a drink..
after we arrived indah club i did seem ah ket and ah li at there also..then i not will felt bored just chatting with them at other table...
hahaha...
argh....still felt so full right now...


Saturday, May 7, 2011 || 1:12 AM

haha~~finally i have to see my darl lurrr...happy~~in fact, he plan tonight he arrived sandakan and wait he finish do his something then come to find me..but he was to the 11pm then reached my house..and that i getting lazy to go watch movie added darl felt so tiredly..so we just cancel go cinemax and change to saturday night then go...because too late so we had to drink then back home..hehe..i'm not going back to my own house actually..cause i went to his house sleep overnight till morning he take me go to work then afternoon he just  had lunch with me..keke..today we went to eat malay dish...i have been eating for three days still do not feel tired of it..cause it's so delicious=)...especially their 'sambal' MG!!..soooooo~~delicious..even very the chili very hot..luckily darl also feel it's delicious one..after lunch he have to find his classmate have a drink right now~~sign..i'm sooo missing of him right now..=(fast fast finish work then i can meet him again..kekekXD

Friday, May 6, 2011 || 6:43 AM

Yeah...!!!darl coming back tonight!! Damn missing him so much on this few days added i have heart really want fast2 can meet him on this night..kekekXD yeah~~yeah~~and he has bought me some chocolate for me niaaa..sweet~~i sooooooo happy...now he on flight now after 2 hour more something he arrive sandakan afterward he have to coming fetch me go cinema watch "fast and furious"..i can't wait already...so excited lurr....muckz..=*

Monday, May 2, 2011 || 12:47 AM

today was my dating day with my beloved darl...after i finish work we went to pizza hut take lunch..
 after lunch we had to go market gai gai pak toh..and darl did bought a long pillow for himself..
kekek..38 o him XD
after finish gai gai..we had to go old city have a drink..
afterward we went to crocodile farm..although that i had went to there at before,
but this time i with him is most happy in whole the day...
i quite happy with him...
haha..
we had took some picture..

he feed the animal

my darl feed it


as we walked darl help me took my ass picture



his turn



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                                                        his ass bitten by the crocodile..kekeXD


 

at the same day we took photo again at his house by webcam..
i damn like this picture..that i unbelievable we can take this stylist 
hahaha...


 this by my AINO


 





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