“♥My Happiness Memories♥”
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
bored day
Sunday, November 28, 2010 || 10:20 PM
ish....damn bored today...last night have promised said go play badminton today but isn't become...
steph wanna fetch her bro...fuiyee go out with her mom go see hp already..just we both go gai gai....
after finish their busy,they have call us find a place to meet us...
fuiyee really bought HTC already...uiseh!!
she new hp really smart and nice...
hahah...congratulation for her la..
we just share money for buy ingredient at servay..cause we have to dinner at my home again..
i was steam ham ha and cook vegetable..
my dear fried hot dog and funfries..after dinner at the night we back room watched 'ying geng'...
fui yee and dear like to watch it..haha...yat goh in the drama name as mad sir...his action so smart..
whoever not yet watch this drama before must watch it..
finally, we go city club yam cha..
my dear getting sleepy just fall asleep at city club...
hahaha...
tonight i stay at my dear home sleep overnight..
happy....finally speechless...
Saturday, November 27, 2010 || 12:46 AM
this morning me and my colleague wonder why our boss haven't coming yet...
actually i was exception boss isn't coming in earlier..
haha..
when have customer coming, then my colleague just call boss and told him we has customer find him..
hahah...finally he couldn't coming cause he getting stomach unwell...
till wednesday then come...
oh..yeah!!!it's was a best time for us!!!
i can spent lot for my laptop again...!=)
i feel gud!!
this night i have cook for my dear birthday party...i cook my dear favourite dish (ham ha steam pork)..
and i tell all of guy's dun tell him have dinner tonight..
and make cup cake for him...hahah..
cause this month i was finished spends a lot of money..
so i just plan these D.I.Y for him...hopeful he was prefer it..
now i just fear not enough me to finish prepare it..cause before 6.00pm they was come earlier then leave
at around 7.30..
they was direct go market take her voucher and buy stock prepare for next month..
later late a bit direct then find us..
hm.. i think i can enough my time to finish making chocolate for decoration my cup cake..
i must try my best to finish prepare it...hope...lol...
(finally.......)
after finished dinner..next to do is making cup cake.. but my cup cake look is not beauty...= (
even i injured till blisters,i also wanna finish it..
cause because of my DEAR...
time i making it at once i thinking dear happy when eat my cake that time..
but this all just is a dream only...
isn't real..
just steph and my grandpa tried it only..
actuaclly is special for my dear...
although he mouth is suspend say 'is mine' but left her doesn't yet try it..beside that, never touch it so...
sadden...=(
i asked her try it..but she just answer me later i'll try it..cause feel so full now..
speechless...
even is not beauty...even not delicious...
sign....
arrive old town yam cha...steph said help us take photo..
but dear said..
Don't Want!
what thats means?
honestly..she was enough hurt me...have she know me?
u are spoiled me today..
i do it all because of you...
did u understanding me?
i am so unhappy today actually...
can how?
i know today is your birthday...i don't want do anything...
i just keep my silently and smile only...
i intensely jealous all of couple..can took photo..anywhere...anytime...
but us?seem not like couple pair...
your mouth just keep 'NO..NO...NO...'
these all of your style...
can u read my mind?
even u dislike take photo..
such damn no mood tonight................................!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Friday, November 26, 2010 || 9:02 AM
i stay at home spended all my time to my laptop..
kept uploading my picture..
i be guai guai lui at this night..we offen every fri till sun will go out..but today they was lated reply my msg..till 10pm more dy..i cant out too late..
sign..
they was asked me go out late a bit..but i lazy and fear let my family scold me..
alone...
luckily my laptop accompanied me at home...just now i was sms with my dear..even belated sent..i can felt he was happy received my birthday msg..
actually i definitely still angry him..
but i also quite love him..
sign..
i was send it to my dear..
To^Dear
Happy birthday to you....
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to my dear...
Happy birthday to you....
(Lσvɛ ʏσʋ sσ мʋch)
|| 2:29 AM
关于自己
01. 花名: ♥洁冰♥ stephy
02. 生日: ♥2010NOVEMBER05
03. 星座: ♥天蝎座
04. 男or女: ♥女
05. 搵四個字形容自己: ♥无药可救
[] 關於友情[]
01. 覺得朋友重要嗎: ♥讲意气的朋友最重要
02. 有被朋友背叛過嗎: ♥现在就有
03. 被背叛感覺是怎麼樣: ♥很生气也很伤心，会被叛我的人，都是贱人~
04. 跟朋友通常因為什麼事吵架: ♥很少机会会吵架~家人就很常。。少少都会吵~
05. 通常和好的原因: ♥就算有，我想很快就和好的吧。。因为我很容易心软。。可是好回心里还是会有痕迹
[] 關於爱情[]
01. 友情和愛情哪樣重要: ♥都一半一半的~
02. 目前有男/女朋友 嗎: ♥有~
03. 你很愛她/他嗎: ♥当然一定会很爱他~
04. 她/他很愛你嗎: ♥我想是吧~
05. 如果他要求分手那就: ♥尊重他咯~
06. 如果沒有男/女友,有喜歡的人吗: ♥没有
07. 覺得自己喜歡的人如何: ♥有好的个感觉就对了~
08.覺得自己會喜歡那個人多久: ♥不伤害我的话，一定会很久。。我们都两年多~
09.如果有一天另一半突然離開: ♥我一定会很伤心咯~
10.分手的話會不會哭: ♥要看那个人值不值得我为他哭~
[] 關於親情[]
01.屋企有咩人: ♥爸爸,妈咪,弟弟，妹妹，婆婆，公公~
02. 最討厭哪個: ♥没有讨厌这两个字~
03.覺得自己的家好嗎: ♥非常很好~
04. 承上...為什麼: ♥有家人的爱与关心~
05.親情對你來說很重要嗎: ♥当然重要，甚至重要过自己的生命~
06.有兄弟姐妹的話吵架都是為了什麼事: ♥争取不到属于自己的东西~
07.後來是怎麼和好的: ♥我很容易心软的~
08.整個家誰是最重要的那個: ♥每一个都重要~
10. 承上...為什麼: ♥家人永远都是每个人的聆听者，家永远都是每个人的避风港~
[]自己[]
01. 耳洞: ♥5个，不过现在没有穿了，空空的
02. 染髮: ♥有，棕金~
03. 抽煙: ♥of coz NO!
04. 喝酒: ♥不喜欢~
05. 寵物: ♥有，我很喜欢
06. 戀愛: ♥~有。。还很爱她叻~~
07. 自殺: ♥会没过~才不会那么笨~
08. 自拍: ♥我的最爱~
09. 網誌: ♥http://thefuckerstephy.blogspot.com
10. 紋身: ♥有。。
[]無聊問題[]
01. 心目中的對象是誰: ♥没有
02. 如果你的家人跟你的另一半同時跌落海,你會先救誰? : ♥我也不知啊~
03. 直到現在有哪幾首歌,可以感動到你? : ♥如果我很伤心的那一天，什么歌我都会觉得很感动~
04. 如果你有多啦A夢,你想要它的什麼法寶: ♥任意门~
05. 想改掉的壞習慣: ♥很多~数不清~
06. 人生對你而言最重要的事情是什麼: ♥将来与前途~
07. 覺得目前為止做過最有意義的事: ♥捐钱
08. 哪一件事情讓你永生難忘: ♥我小弟弟离开我的那一天~~
09. 如果還有來生,你要當男生還女生: ♥女生
10. 未來有什麼計畫: ♥没想过~
11. 最想去的國家: ♥日什么地方都要去~
13. 目前最煩惱的事: ♥我的将来~
14. 認識異性第一眼會看什麼地方: ♥性格~
15. 有錢的話想包養誰: ♥爸爸，妈妈，公公，婆婆~
16. 你願意花多少時間去 等你所喜歡的人: ♥如果值得爱，一辈子都不是问题~
17. 究竟是陪在 身邊的人重要?還是心裡的人重要: ♥当然是身边的那个啦~
18. 假如你 有一千萬,你最想拿來做什麼: ♥TRAVELLING
19. 世界上最 值得你留戀的是什麼: ♥回忆
20. 什麼樣的異性最吸引你: ♥有性格又疼我~
21. 第一次愛人是幾歲: ♥不想答~
22. 有什麼事是你覺得一輩子一定要去做的: ♥把我的人身过得很精彩~
23. 有沒有想過哪一天自己是怎麼死的: ♥不敢想~~~
24. 你最喜歡做的事: ♥写日记~
25. 你覺得自己哪裏最想改: ♥身材~
26. 如果身邊的朋友或另一半有人偷吃,你會如何: ♥少管闲事比较好~
27. 喜歡被愛還是愛人: ♥被爱,被爱是件幸福，
28. 近期最開心的事情: ♥每天都可以看见宝贝~
29. 愛一個人,需要付出多少代價: ♥那要看那个人的价值值多少~
30. 為什麼會愛上自己的情人: ♥我也不知~
FIN
Thursday, November 25, 2010 || 9:35 AM
我是一个漂亮的女生，我曾为自己的漂亮感到过自豪，我也是一个保守的女孩。在我上大一的时候我爱上了一个高大帅气的男生，他和我是一个年级的，他也说他很爱我，我们的关系就那样慢慢的越来紧密，直到有一天他想和我那个，我说：“不可以预支，我要把它留给和我结婚的人，你既然那么爱我就应该等到和我结婚那天再。。”他说：“我是真的很爱你的，现在婚前同居的多的是，再说这都什么年代了，谁还在乎是不是处女啊，如果你不愿意的话，我会耐心的等待的，”我看的出来他不是很高兴，我觉得自己有些对不起他，终于在一个月后的一天晚上我把自己的第一次给了他，以后我们的关系好象又加深了一些，就这样又过了几个月。
突然有一天我看见他和一个很漂亮的女生手拉手走在一起，我就冲了上去，我真的希望他能向我解释，可是他却什么也没说，我当时脚一软就坐在了地上，就那样看着他们手拉手的走了，我的心在滴血，晚上我打电话给他想约他出来谈谈，他说：“我们还是分吧，也没什么好谈的了”“为什么？我什么地方做错了吗？你告诉我，我可以改的，”“你什么也没做错，只是我已经对你的身体不感兴趣了，明白了吗？”说完他就挂断了电话，我的脑袋一片空白。
随着时间的流逝，他给我带来的伤痛终于慢慢的好了，我也开始了新的爱情，他是一个各方面都很优秀的男孩，我们的关系一直都很好他非常爱我，我以为自己终于找到了属于自己的幸福，我们的关系进展很顺利，我们决定不就之后就结婚，他有很多次机会可以要我，可是他没有要，我真的很感动，也很好奇。
在我们决定结婚后，一天晚上我终于忍不住好奇，还是问了他：“你有很多次机会可以要我的你知道我很爱你，我是不会拒绝你的，难道你不爱我吗？不然你怎么不想要我啊？”“其实你错了，我不是不想要你而是我太爱你了我不想伤害你，第一次对于一个女人来说是很重要的，现在虽然是21世纪了，社会也比以前开放了，但是还是有相当多的男人在乎自己的老婆是不是处女的，现在的世界什么情况都可能发生也许今天我还活生生的站在你面前，明天就。。”我捂住了他的嘴“不许你瞎说，为什么男人都在乎女人的过去啊？”“别人我不太清楚为什么，就我自己来说，我想是因为真正的爱一个人总是希望得到一个完整的她吧，爱是自私的嘛，另外要是她不是处女的话在生活中也会有很多尴尬的，比如说不定你周围的人中就有和她上过床的，见到你的时候还用一种满怀深意的眼神看着你，那样你心里能好受吗？所以我宁愿打光棍也不要娶个二手货，”
在听到他这句话的时候我的脸突然变苍白了，但是我还是想抱着侥幸心理，试探性的问“如果她是你相当爱的人呢？你也在乎她是不是处女吗？”“你不会是在说自己不是处女吧？哈哈，我才不信呢！”我下定决心豁出去了“真的我要告诉你我不是处女了，我真的很爱你，你会接受我吗？”我用期待的眼神看着他，我在等着他说不在乎，他一脸严肃的说：“告诉我这是不是真的？”“是真的 ，你能接受我吗？”他一脸失望，“呵呵，我也不知道，给我点时间考虑一下可以吗？这来得太突然了，我一点心理准备都没有，让我静静的想想吧，”说完他就走了出去，在他走出去的瞬间，我看到了他湿润的眼角，我的心是如此的空虚，我兄植坏南樵じ校医ニ蚁衷谖ㄒ荒茏龅木褪堑却沼谠谖沂亓?天的电话后，等到了他的电话“你还好吗？这2天我想了很多，我也试图去接受你，去忘记你的过去，可是我真的做不到，我是真的很爱你可是我想我们在一起不会幸福的，祝你早日找到你的幸福。”说完他就挂了电话，我任自己的眼泪流淌，失去了他，我活着还有什么意义呢？
我终于鼓足了勇气了结自己的余生，在我走之前，我希望姐妹没能够吸取我的教训，好好珍惜自己的第一次，把它留给能和自己生活一辈子的人，千万别象我一样经不起甜言蜜语的诱惑，以致于失去一生的幸福。也许你们在看它的时候我已经走了，为了让更多的人知道我的悲剧，希望看了帖子的人顶一下，当然不怕鬼的人另当别论！！
ARGUE
|| 9:29 AM
i with dear was quarrel again..i cant be patient him..really..so moody..i dun want saw he face at my front!..better 2moro too..i wouldn't excuse him again and say sorry..really!u no talk with me, i wont too..even i hv do wrong or not..i also still remember how u treat me and what u sayin just now..honestly, i so hate u today..even u r mine..he say nt come my home then never come again..i dont mind so..u make me ANGRY till CRAZY...then do u know?..i so lazy talking with u..i at home without him also can..ALL OF U I ALSO DUN CARE..WONT!my singapore uncle come back today..nothing special lol..hm..became white and fat a bit jor..although we long no see bt also same like before many chatting...hahax..
inundation again!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 || 12:17 AM
sudden downpour at last nite...my home be coming inundation again..i thought i can back early for sleeping la...when i finish washing face my room was inclusive water...omg...so spoil my beauty mood...my sleeping dream bye..bye...><'
owez downpour must became inundation..this time most suck!uncle also..know will be like that again please faster repair it..no need owez many thing want to do..and my mimi,cici.hak zai,and loi fook oso wet and cold...my pity honey dog..
can how?jz wipe away the dirty water..i so sleepy and all mine thing was wet now...and my bed bottom also still wet..tomorrow come back from working wanna wipe away again...so lazy le...
haiz...so unlucky of last nite..=(
DAMN...
HAPPY DAY WITH MY CRAZY FRIEND
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 || 12:11 AM
last sat we was go cinema watched (child's eye)..those movie so nice and so scary...i lik it..
when arrive time is so fearful sudden the screen became black jz has sound only..
make me so annoy greatly..
we all so amaze and jz wait..
after 5 minute then show back...
i thought could reply it..have no so..
y will be like that?really not fare lo..
most cheap cinemex！
after finish watch direct go yam cha..
that time i soooooo was feel sleepy and contact lens so dry dy...
second night was go watch movie again..
we was watch (unstoppable)..wtf..
this movie so wasteful my money,i keep sleeping in the star cinemax room..
cause really DAMN bored..
.if i early know is boring movie i wasn't watch it..
this few night accompany fui yee..cause she family went to tawau dy..
when the time her family not here we go market buy something for cooking at her home..
feel so happy..hahaha....
so happy i can be friend with fui yee n steph.
.and my hateful people please go far far away...
chiu chiu~~
now waiting for december cause fui yee family travelling again...yeah!!!
FIN
so full
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 || 10:53 PM
today i was wear new shirt and new pant...hahaha...cause today also is my celebration..hehehe..><erm...nothing special today..this afternoon go 0ut with friend just yam cha only..arrive home feel hungry and find mum mum eat but nothing can let me eat..=(after that my grandma date me go ss2 eat pancake...happy!so yummy till i ate 3 pieces...and so full now...fui si lo...after back from outside now feel tired and my contact lenses so dry..bye bye...muackz.....
supper with mine lovely friend
Monday, November 15, 2010 || 1:23 AM
this afternoon i went to salon making my hair..hm..actually i doesn't like this colour..honestly,not match my fake long hair...now look intensely damage hair...how?
after colour hair steph and fui yee date me go yam cha, we go ijm drink blended..
then direct go steph home..cause this night have supper at bing seng..
added steph bro(kenneth) and fui yee bro(li mao) also go together...
but fui yee not really like kenneth out..make steph so hard to persuade fui yee...cham lo....==
fin
Rush like HELL
Friday, November 12, 2010 || 11:24 PM
Tis morning i so damn angry!!Not me deliberate late!i really woke up at 6am in the morning!
Is their make me late..till 6.45am then arrive me take shower...
then how can i do?!also is my fault?u know i every in the morning i have busy make up...just give me more a bit min to finish my thing also cant ?
#$%^&*!!
Why today many customer...disturb me online><wakaka..so lucky after 2.30pm have no customer..hahah..
then i can online till finish work..wuakakaka...
but tis afternoon my dear have no time to accompany go to take lunch..><hate!
i listen he said his workmate gt something wrong..haiz..
today duno what she do wrong again la...
make he late back from work..till now also have no a 1 call n sms...everyday he workmate must got fresh matter let us to listening...i wanna see who that fat women always many fresh matter...
me n dear happy day....♥♥
Thursday, November 11, 2010 || 11:54 PM
5✿11✿2010
是我的生日~所以我得宝贝就带我过kk了~~想回和他在kk的日子真的很开心咯。。虽然才那短短的4天3夜吧了~但我已觉得很幸福了~~我爱你
✿
我们到了kk就立刻去酒店放下我们的行李就去suria逛街~~到了那我们又突然感觉有点饿
了就到楼下是马来饭~~很好吃叻~~
✿
这都是的宝贝送我的小礼物♥
06-11-2010
（我的朋友fuiyee生日）
早上我就线了封生日快乐的信息给我的朋友~~在那一天我买了很多东西了哦~~就差不多用光光的咯~~然后晚上我们又到回1borneo看明星~~一天里面我们去了两次咯~~
✿
这是我送给Steph的手信哦 这是fuiyee的生日礼物~~3 g mao
的是低低可是没拍到下来
✿
我们到了labuan~~那边的酒，烟，巧克力都很便宜
✿
好好吃的面！！><
8-11-2010
就是会山打根咯~~有点依依不舍的感觉~~总觉得这里生活很爽~~也有点厌倦旧的生活~~想要从新开始的感觉~~haiz...=(
MOODY!
|| 12:21 AM
嗨~虽然回来了两天但感觉有点闷闷滴~今天也是开始工作的第一天..真的有点懒惰..又眼睡..最生气的是我得同事一大清早就给脸色我看..好像我得罪她那样..想回都讨厌！你真的很奇怪咯..我想她又开始发作了..对吧?我一回到公司就很平常的心情和你聊天..结果叻?给她答一句‘噢,那不是好咯’哇靠!要那么的冷吗?说什么没心情跟我说话!..难道我又有心情应酬她吗?她以为她是谁哦?我好像刚从亚比回来没有得罪到她什么的..需要到这样的地步吗?要我看她脸色做人不如叫我去死?还说没心情跟我说话哇..都几岁了?都三十多岁的人了..真给她气死咯..她不是没那个心情和我说话的吗?还要请我吃东西?原本我都不想吃的咯..可是我想到如果我不吃她就一定会发作的..所以才要的...最讨厌一大清早就摆脸色给我看得了!!打理你是玉皇大帝!什么心情都给你搞扎了!明天又要看到她的臭脸..闷死了..
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
Uploaded with ImageShack.us
